Good Days

The last few days have been quite good. With the good news I received on Monday I have been much more relaxed. I feel like I know things are working and I haven't been feeling the aches and pains like I was before. It is funny how the mind works, as soon as you stop worrying about something you don't even notice it anymore. The last few days I have also been spending quite a bit of time alone. During the day I have been doing little things, sometimes meeting up with friends for lunches and dinners, but the majority of time I have been on my own. This has gone pretty good, though time seems to go much faster when you are with people. Tonight will also be my first night alone in a long time. I think it has been probably 6 weeks since I have done this. While this may seem silly to others reading this, for me it feels like a big step. If I wake up in the middle of the night it will be just me and my thoughts, but now those thoughts have turned a bit more positive. It was my choice to spend the night by myself and I am confident it will be okay. I feel like such a big girl :)